hi hi!
its been a while. hahaha..
short update. cos i'm not in the mood and i'm upset with the world. actually just upset with one person in particular, but it wouldnt be very fair to say that everything was that person's fault.
so i shed 2 tears today because i was soo upset. michelle dosent cry because she's just like that now a days. why am i truly upset? i think its cause i'm suffering from major dejavu and i dont like this sort of dejavu because its the bad kind of dejavu. therefore, i'm trying to stop the dejavu asap.
bleah. i hate feeling this way. i think i've sorta reached breaking point. i'm doubting myself. urgh. smsed my buddy this morning. it cheered me up lots! Its been such a long time since i last talked or actually seen him! hahaha.. thanks buddy! =) i have yet to watch X3 who wants to watch with me? i currently have hmmm.. ZERo people to watch with! hahahahaha.. i wana watch it really badly!! hahahaha..
hmmmss.. what else.. common tests are here again! hahahaha.. wonderful! just great! haveing absolutely no clue as to how to study instru and ccta. i've gotten through about half of abc. i should be done by tmr. ah yes tmr! gonna bring cass for kinders.. how cute.. been a very long time since i last ventured down to the basement of church where all the tiny toddlers reside.. hahahaha.. i was once one of them! hahahahahah
oh yes. its annoying how the male species can make empty promises. Its so upsetting. males should just shut up, not make promises and everything will be fine. A very good example is a relationship! you go into one and the guy nvr fails to say "i promise i will always be there for u and we'll never ever break up." Next thing u noe, everything has ended and a promise is broken and the girl feels devastated. hahahaha.. Only stupid people will believe sth like that. i for one nvr take this sort of promises seriously. i say i do and of course i would love to believe it 100% but to me, its just building yr hopes way tooo high just to have it dashed one fine day when the guy has had enough of you. i have trust issues. hahaha. funny isnt it.. To think my mind works this way because of the influence of ch8 drama serials. hahahahahahahah..
so yup.. not that ben and i have broken up or anything. i'm just upset and he's not making it any better. i think he's trying, but everything seems to become a joke. oh wells. i'll never understand or fully trust the male species as long as i live. hahahaha. ARGH! in times like these. i sooo totally wich i was single and carefree and just worried abt my studies! hahahahahaha.
Then again not entirely his fault. i just refuse to admit that i'm upset with anything cos i dont like talking about these kinds of issues. very tiring u know.. when u talk to someone who dosent understand what yr saying 1/3 of the time. bottom line is.. i dont like talking. therefore, michelle has always been quiet. =)
All the best fo common test people! and for those jc going peeps, all the the best for A's and mid terms! or whatever thing is going on in those parts of education! hahahaha.
By the way.. had lots of fun yesterday at love mg! loved it! enjoyed myself! celeste is still as funny as ever and she's super black! hahahahaahahha.. =D
i miss mg days!! ='(
Edit: YAY! going to watch X3 tmr with my buddy!! i lurve my buddy! =)
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