even though i'm pretty much done with honours... i still feel unhappy about it.
:(
urgh. from the start of it i felt uneasy abt it and up till now i still feel uneasy. crap.
all i wanna do right now is hop on a plane and go home. i dont wanna wait 3 more days. i dont wanna go for my oral defence. i just wanna go home. :(
i really need to suck it up and put in what i can in these 2 days and just plough through the defence. urgh.
why does life suck so bad :(
i need a hug from ben :(
maybe all i need to do is have a good cry, pray about it, continue preparation and leave it to God.
though home is just a few days away, i miss it and ben so much more.
ah well i shall go take a walk to school get my stuff from the office and lab. its been awhile since i left the house. dang i hate the cold.
seeya!
next time i blog i'll probably be in SG! or maybe monday..... hmmmmm. Well.. wish me all the best and pray for me friends! I am seriously in need of some divine intervention as well as mental strength, help and perseverance.
rambled at 13:23